I'm tired of people not understanding me. I'm tired of feeling like an outsider with my family and tired of being questioned for every decision I make. I guess my life is completely out of the ordinary. And since unusual things often seem bad, I probably look a little peculiar. I feel like everyone thinks my life is foolish when it seems perfectly wonderful to me. I know I'm making the right decisions. Why doesn't anyone else? I'm having a hard time learning to be an adult in my decision making - separating my decisions from what other's say about them. My Dad said that I should seek wise counsel (which I often to do a fault), but that I get to decide who that wise counsel is. I suppose that if someone who doesn't understand me at all tells me what to do I shouldn't necessarily take it with much weight simply because they're older than I am. Ah me I feel alone.

What a self-pitying little post.